Bad days, just come by of no wear…… a big tragedy happened with my new venture…… after months of brainstorming I came up with a name for a new project i decided to work on….. After figuring out the name arranging the finances I checked the availability of the domain, it was available …. a weekend came in between and on Monday i went over to the registrar to buy my domain & hosting. And gosh some a$$ H@le has registered it 2 days ahead of me just 2 days….. (Son of a bit@h, &*&*#& 78&*&*&…………)

I was out of words, i cursed like hell …. cursed the registrar, cursed the monopolist, cursed the person who registered it … cursed the internet… cursed the world…. cursed everything i saw…. frustration touched its height … this is such a bullshit now that domain belongs to some California based company who sells domain … they got hold of it as i was checking its availability from the domain/ web host company…. and they stole my name … and i like common public i am help less i cant do a shit about ……. my project died in my arms …. it just a passed away… without even seeing its evolution…..

THESE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO STOLE MY DOMAIN http://www.moniker.com MONIKER.com never ever do business with them !

Now i feel like i jumped back to stage one, i feel like dumping all this crab that i have been struggling so far .. Trying to achieve my dream and my goals in life…. its pretty hard to survive so far….. i had been working as freelancer / work from home and trust me its more harder then a 9 – 5 job …. i dont know what day it is on a calendar but for me its work day everyday thats all i know.

Few work got pissed off… unhappy clients… bad health hit me… suffering from the most common disease called common flue & bad throat…. popping up antibiotic sucks off all the energy out of you. Radiator of my car is fucked up again and have to get it fixed by spending more money on it… my car is eating away approximately 20 K per month ….There is so much bullshit going on….. have to go to a family dinner today, where all the relatives are going to show up there faces…… steering eyes, fake laughter’s ….., fake complements …, questions like what is your son doing… mine is making a billion a day…. all kind of bullshit questions & bullshit answers …. My eyes will be on the clock and the condition as to when i will get a chance to escape this web of crabby people.

After such a frustration as you can see … I still have balls that I put my hand into my heart pull all this crab out and slammed it on the door…. I just motivated my self again to fix all this crab .. I am good in motivating my self & others as well…. its trick i learned in my previous job … as it had pathetic work timing/ conditions & work so to keep it going i had to use this trick for my self & my fellow colloquies to keep the work going.

Now i am back with 95% efficiency, i have made a to-do list target that i have to achieve today…. and some to-do list for the upcoming week to fix up the crabby bullshit .. That come on the way.

Listen to James Blunt “You are so beautiful” << pretty good song